frustration from the north
Im a little very frustrated right now. So the judge for my mom’s divorce just went back on her judgement (hell, i didnt even know that was possible). and allowed my dad to pay 1,600sgd as maintenance on top of that pathetic/insultive 1 dollar to my mom when initially it was 4800. call me cynical, call me a spoilt brat. 1,600 for 4 children a month is 400 bucks a child. thats 200pounds for me. OH WAIT A MINUTE! I AM STUDYING OVERSEAS. this is atrocious to the point, on my 2nd day of school, I am unable to get my needed rest for class tmr.
I am so sick with all this bullshit. I have never once seen my father a nok pay a single cent, yet alone ask for a means to come out with the money to actually contribute to my education. All that ive witnessed is my mom searching for money high and low to send me the money. Hell, i was the one who had to arrange for exchange of sgd to pounds and the t/t for it to be done.
What’s even more sick to me is that my older brother is an asswipe, which ive seen only, stand by the sides and let my mom get beaten like a pulp for god knows how long. ive got so much thoughts right now, im feeling so angry that i know i can just blast off any moment. sigh.
I hope there will be some good in this. in the mean time i will give my brother a good shelling now for being such a dick head.
its times like these that i really wanna go home and be just stand by my mom
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